It is like my heart is glowing. A warm, God-infused love light kind of glow. I am me again. I know of no other illness I have ever had that left me wondering, where did all of this childish joy and adventure craving but contented feeling come from? Waiting has been hard, waiting for this to happen, four years of asking where did I go? Not only have I been restored, but even though the process has been painful, there is more than restoration in my heart. I am myself, only new, better, more loving, and joyfull.